- Merge -

[Dustin McNeer]

We have merged! It feels awesome to make final 10 but I'm so sad that Cody couldn't make it here with me I miss him already and tbh I feel lost without him, I don't have that person I can confide in all the time anymore. Natalie survived ulong 2.0 and I am probably the person closest to her at this point, she will come to me with anything going forward so I can use that to my advantage. 

Now the plan I guess is for the active people to pick out the inactives but tbh I don't feel all that great in this merge tribe and I think the mini really showed that. I need to stay under the radar for now until I can figure things out, but until then I'll be gladly voting out Kathy who still hasn't talked to me. I saw in her TC answer that she is open for people to approach her but tbh she should be the one approaching people if she thinks she's fucked. 

I really didn't put any effort into the mini because I'm not in the core so I would have never won immunity and I don't want to expose my hand, I'd much rather be the person that people approach with an idea once the numbers start dwindling. It'll give me power over where to go and I can make that my game. I don't have the social connections to go throwing out peoples names to everyone, that'll only get me voted out. 

[Dustin McNeer]

OK so quick little update after the previous round. So I won immunity and like I didn't want to win it, I didn't want to make myself look like a physical threat but I just really enjoyed the competition tbh. I am really a visual person so a challenge like this was right up my alley. Sending Dorothy to exile was more of a joke than anything but I guess people saw that differently? IDK because I was left out of the vote.

So I thought the vote was Jaclyn. I haven't spoken to the girl since August 21st like no surprise why I'd want her to go but the thing is that she didn't leave and I was the only person who didn't vote for Burnie and I'm pissed. Why wasn't I told? Like wtf have I done to make myself seem untrustworthy about being brought in on a vote over someone who just got to our tribe (natalie) and people who barely exist (carrie/jaclyn)? Ian and Julia are giving me such BS excuses about why I was left out. I don't like it. I don't like where I stand in this tribe and I want them both out. I don't trust them or any bullshit they are trying to sell me. fuck off.

[Dustin McNeer]

After collecting all my thoughts and figuring out what went down last round I've come to the conclusion I can't trust anyone and no one really has my back. Also, Ian and Julia are super shady and trying to run this game but they'll have another thing coming if I have anything to do with it.

[Dustin McNeer]

I'm really over these people in this game. None of them are interesting to talk to and none of them trust me enough with anything. Tim is so god damn annoying lately. First he comes across soooo condescending about everything and he's paranoid as fuck, i've never seen someone more paranoid about NOTHING before. If he were to make it to the end, no way I'm voting for him. I don't respect paranoid as fuck people in these games, that's not how you need to play. ALSO he keeps trying to make himself like he's in the outs of the tribe. shut the fuck up dude, you knew about the burnie vote WAY before a lot of people AND you were actually apart of it. I'm the one on the outs so when I tell you I feel worried, don't sit there and act like you feel the same because you fucking don't bro.

I'd love to see a Julia/Tim/Ian boot this round, I'm so annoyed with all three of them I don't even care

[Dustin McNeer]

I'm really gunning for Julia this round. If I go out because I'm trying to make something happen, I can live with that. I would rather leave this game trying to make a move instead of just getting picked off or dragged to the end to be beaten.

[Dustin McNeer]

this just in; tim is an idiot. i hate these people they all fucking suck

[Dustin McNeer]

this applies to the entire cast

i hate them all i cant wait to tell them all to fuck off

[Dustin McNeer]

i realize ive used this gif before but it applies to them all

[Katia Winter]

But you're still in so...good luck!

[Dustin McNeer]

Thanks and since i hate all these people im on a no bullshit mode where I'm really not putting up with any of the bullshit they try and sell me and I'll call them on it when I saw it. Like earlier when Ian was like "welcome me to the bottom" and i was like "you're not actually on the bottom, you voluntarily voted in the minority and yes the same can be said about me but I actually voted in the minority on the burnie vote so you can cut the crap". Like it's insulting how stupid people think I am. Ian wants me to send him to exile if I win lmfao fuck off I'm sending Jaclyn so you can all cry again that she's not here to be voted out. I'll continue to force a julia boot until I leave or she leaves or until someone pisses me the fuck off even more to warrant me booting them and Ian and Tim are doing great jobs of trying to catch that title.

[Dustin McNeer]

I've logged out until the challenge goes up. I'm over the stupidity and constantly being lied to. If I lose immunity u can expect some fireworks because I'm going off, I really don't give a fuck

[Dustin McNeer]

It's been nice to just take a breather and not have to talk to anyone. I realize I probably came off super OTTN and dramatic but sometimes you just hit a breaking point and you get tired of dealing with the constant BS. A part of it was a bit of strategy, not sure how good strategy but if people think I'm down and out they might keep me a bit longer. I open myself up as someone they might want to sit next to at the end. Or they will just vote me out next for being dramatic and possibly viewed as a sour bitch crybaby. Sometimes you gotta attempt to play mind games with these people in order to advance and this is a far fetched way to play a mind game. It's just so crazy that it may actually work.

[Dustin McNeer]

Majority rules is just the competition I need to expose people! If people are still blinded after this there is honestly no hope.

[Dustin McNeer]

Julia winning Immunity definitely sucked, gives her all the power in the world to try and take me out this round with no fear of possible backlash or the vote turning on her. Why would she not take a shot at me when I'm actively going after her? I would! She did talk with me today, in a clear the air sorta way and I was just honest with her about everything and she really didn't deny anything, she tried to downplay shit but I saw through that. It is what it is at this point. Things got interesting when I asked her how she knew I was targeting, I was going to take the info she told me very lightly but hey if I can use it to throw it back into someones face, I'll try. I'm very desperate at this point. She told me Ian ran and told her and then she confront Nat/Tim about it. So I ask Tim about the situation at first and of course he lies and then I show him what Julia tells me and he tries to go for the loophole of "not actually telling her" because he was confronted and just confirmed. Same fucking shit dude.

Ian on the other hand denied it at first (before me showing receipts) about any involvement and then I told him what Julia has said and he admits to it. Like I have known that everyone has been lying to me and it just fucking continues lmfao it's so fucking annoying! I'm pretty sure I could be fucked this round, my only hope is that people will see Ian as more dangerous than I am. Tim says he wont vote for me (lol dont believe him), I think Dorothy would want to keep me over Ian?? I am going to try and talk to Carrie since Ian has constantly thrown Carrie's name under the bus, hell I even gave Julia like 'tell me who to vote and I will, you have been more honest with me in this 30 minutes than most have been for 2 rounds' but I doubt she votes with me and not against me. If I leave tonight I'll be sad I can't keep fighting but it will be nice to get the fuck away from these annoying people.

[Dustin McNeer]

lmao and the #LetsLieToDustin keeps on trending!!!