Post by Tim Dormer on Sept 25, 2016 16:31:48 GMT
Last round Julia left us. I know she felt blindsided by me. I will have to explain myself very thoroughly to her when I am in the finals. I have done a good job of taking emotion out of the equation when making my moves the last half of this season. I feel like I have changed a lot about my game play since week 1, when I didn't even care to win. I have had to make moves to get to this point, or I wouldn't be here. It really sucked having to send Julia home, but she would beat me in the finals and I need to ensure I have my best possible shot going into the last two rounds.
Dustin and I spoke before the challenge. We basically had a big argument about how I have continued to lie to him. How I am destructive in my relationships especially with him, and he consistently tries to make relationships better. He has lied to me in this game too. I am hurt by how rude and personal he was with me this round. I feel like our relationship has been hiding his true feelings about me for weeks. It just sucks because I think he has been playing me for weeks. Dumb me, I guess. It has inspired me to work my ass off in the challenge, to ensure he doesn't get it. Let’s be honest, Carrie and Jaclyn aren't known for their challenge capabilities and Dustin has had three immunity necklaces.
My plan going into this week is to send Dustin out of this game, and there are several things I need to happen to pull it off. The first step is stripping him of immunity. The second is getting the votes to send him out. Lastly, if he has an idol, I need to nullify it by making everyone else who is eligible for a vote, immune. If one of Jaclyn, Carrie, or me wins immunity, Carrie and I need to use both of our idols to save whoever is not already immune. In the instance that Dustin plays the exile idol, it becomes void just like the other two. This ensures he goes home.
I went into this challenge knowing that I need to win it. Needless to say I crushed it; I scored 1080 compared to Dustin’s 314. Part one is done. Now both girls need to get their asses on board. Jaclyn has already agreed to vote for Dustin. I told her I was going to use my idol to save her. I just need to make sure Carrie signs on and votes for Dustin, and plays her idol. If one of these girls fucks this idiot proof plan up for me, then I will lose this game. Sucks that even if I am safe, I am relying on two people to put my into a position to win this game. That would be karma if Dustin makes his way out of this.
Bootlist:
1. Dustin
2. Jaclyn
3. Carrie
For the last time this season. Thanks for reading my confessional; it’s been a good game. See you all in the finals.